Eyes of the night-Yoru no me

''Eternity is so lonely..but if i spend it with you..''

 It was graduation day for the students of  a downtown High school.You could feel the rays of the spring sun running through the curtains of the classroom.You could also hear an annoying snore coming from an almost empty class. A sudden thump woke Noroi up.He looked around irritated to find his childhood friend and schoolmate Sakura standing above his head.
-''Jeez Noroi kun! Class is over already! I know you dont care but show at least some interest it's our last day in school ever!''
He looked at her yawning with an angry look on his face.
-''Oh,why don't you shut up nobody asked you to care anyway! I never get enough sleep at night and i dont give a fuck about my future as long as i have graduated i dont have any big plans like all of you kiddies and you're well aware of that..Even if i did it would be pointless to dream in such a ghastly world''
 She looked down embarrassed..
-''We spent most of our lives together i should know that much dont worry,but i cannot not care..I am off now so please gather up any stuff you may have left and go get your gown. You can at least try to look a bit happy about graduation and put that philosophy aside for a while..''

  She walked out of the classroom in a quick pace her long black hair waving,reflecting the beautiful sun upon them.That sure was a worthless effort,he thought.He got up and threw all his books in his schoolbag,got down the stairs and left the building.Behind him screams of enthusiasm echoed throughout the school grounds.Walking towards the bus station he thought about his 18 years of life.

  He grew up to be a tall well built guy.He showed an indifferent attitude towards school life or adolescence whatsoever,he was way cut off from that long ago.He would never have a normal life he knew that from the beginning,for he had a private hobby nobody would ever find out.So it was best to keep everyone away.For their own good perhaps..Noone should know,nobody should get involved..Everyone would see who he really was..A monster.Better off disguised.
  People act through everyday life,why would he be so different,his life was a well put together act,not a soul could see through it,or so he thought..
He had dyed his hair black from the icy blonde he was born with so that he wouldnt be able to stand out in the crowd and hid his crimsonlike eyes behind glasses,he had average grades and apart from sleeping in class never caused any trouble.Well behaved in general,except to Sakura who knew a part of his dark true self but only a part that scratched the surface of reality.
   He got off the bus and headed to his apartment.He didnt know why but the parents he never met left him with a respectable amount of money enough for a more than decent lifestyle,but he was no regular teenager so he didnt hastely spend much of it,only covered basic needs and life expences.
 He threw himself on his bed and fell asleep once more.He dreamed the same dream he saw as long as he remember himself.
 Dark figures,running,he was been chased,a familiar voice yelled from behind,he never recognised the voice though,he felt like a huge gap blocked his mind,split images of a cold night,a room filled with his favourite smell,delicious smell.He jumped up drenched in his sweat as usual..He was certain his dreams were real,memories,his own maybe?He never knew.
 There was a warmth in those nightmares he had never felt since a child that far he knew.His memories started when he had been in front of a huge door of the topic orphanage.
   All past it was black and empty.                       (to be continued..)